.Monday, November 16, 2009 ' 10:10 AM Y
CURRENTLY SICK..T.TTUES GOING CHINA LERHS..MUS RECOVER FAST..LATER DEN GO SEE DOC BARHS..VERY SAD AS CONFIRM SEPERATED WIF ALL MY BELOVED..BUT HOPE N WISH TO CONTACT FOREVER.OKAYYS..ENDING MY POST HERESTILL FINDIND STEAD..
.Saturday, November 14, 2009 ' 7:00 PM Y
Why do I just lie awake and think of you
I need some sleep
Tomorrow I have things to do
Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face
So I try to read
But all I do is lose my place
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you
But I do all the time
I do all the time
I just had to call you up and say hello
I know it's 3 AM
And I saw you a while ago
But I still had this aching pain to hear your voice
To know you're there
I don't seem to have any choice
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you
But I do all the time
I do all the time
Ohh yeah
I'm so sorry, I just had to wake you up
I feel so lonely by myself
Is this the way it feels when you're in love?
Or is it something else?
Yeah
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you
But I do all the time
Want you all the time
Ohh yeah
But I do all the time
I want you all the time
Am I obsessed with you?
.Monday, November 9, 2009 ' 10:00 AM Y
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SOBBBBBBBBXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!NOW ITS EARLY IN THE MORNING..ALL THANK TO THE FCUKER..WAD I WAN DO RIGHT NOW IS TO..CRY OUT LOUD!!!!SHOUT OUT LOUD!!!!WAD I WANT..THE THINGS I WANT..I ALWAYS DUN GET IT..WHY???I DUN UNDERSTAND Y..I WAN E MATHS N POA!!NOT NMATH N HE!!!NO!!!!MY KOREA..ALL THANKS TO SIS..NEXT YEAR GOING POLY..SO NO HOLIDAYS DURING DEC..DEN MUM GOT A LONG LEAVE AT TAT TIME!!\N CAN GO KOREA..ALR SIAD GOING KOREA..SHE PROMISED ME!~~!!!!BUT NOW??GONERSS...DEN I SAY ME N MUM GO ONLISHE SAY CANNT..DEN WTF U WAN ME TO DO?..DEN I GO ALONE LARHS.DUN COME BBACK..MOTHER JIU LOOK AT ME..WTH...GO ALSO CANNOT..DUN GO ALSO CANNOT..ARGH!!!!!!!!!!SHYT!!!!!HATE THTE WHOLE WWORLDD..WISH TO LEAVE THIS WORLD AS SOON AS POSSIBLE..BUT SURE I CANT..GOD IS TRYING TO MAKE ME SUFFER..THIS IS THTE FACT..CANT CHANGE,,..NO MOOD FOR OTHERS LERHS..still fiinding stead..hope someone can faster accept me..\
.Friday, November 6, 2009 ' 10:50 PM Y
BACK FOR A POST..LONG POST?NOT SURE EHHSPAST FORGOT..TODAY WENT ENG..ALTHOUGH MISS HENG SAID IS UP TO ME..BUT I WENT FOR THTE FIRST ONE.SECOND ONE..NO MOOD TO GO LE...ELSON KUOHQIAO WERE LATE=.=ELSON SAID OVERSLEPT DEN REACH VERY FAST..FLEW THERE..=.=KUOH QIAO STILL IN SLEEP MOOD..=.=DEN NOT REALLY FEELING WELL..DEN HACK CARE..DEN WROTE COMPO..DEN SLACK SLACK ARD IN SCH..WENT TO FIND MISS CHEW LITING FOR DRAGONBOAT..WE DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS NUH DOING=.=ZZZWAHHHH!!!!!CRYYYYYS!!!!WHEN WILL I GET TO TRAIN AGN??SOBBXXXX=.=HOW I WISH SOMEONE IS THERE FOR ME..LEND ME HIS SHOULDERS=.=BUT NONE..NVM..I WAN TO END THIS UNFAIR LIFE!!TOO UNFAIR TO ME!!!MATHS CANT GET..CCA CANT GO..OVERSEAS CAN BUT FOR SOME ONLI..BUT NO WINTERCLOTHINGS..ARGHHH!!!!TO THAT DAMN FUCKING DOCTOR:IF U ARE NOT A QUALIFIED DOCTOR.THAN DUN TAKE ME AS UR GINEPIG!OR SORT OF TEST PAITIENT!I M NOT ONE!WASTE ALL MY TIME N MONEY!MIGHT AS WELL GO TO A QUALIFIED HEART DOCTOR!U ARE JUS A CHILDREN DOCTOR..BUT NOT A HEART DOCTOR..DEN WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU TOOK ME AS YOUR PAITIENT?I SUFFERED ALL BECUS OF YOUU!!still finding a stead..hope spmepne will accept me..
.Saturday, October 31, 2009 ' 10:57 PM Y
Well..Back to posting..
as ur should noe..so wont want to post that.afraid that tears will come out agn..nbm..lets not talk about this..talk about some other things?.blahhs..blahhs..blahhs..hmm..nth to sae..ok..right now..JUS WISH ME GOOD LUCKS!!!well..most of ur know that i appealed..but..must have trust to myself..i cant give up yet..not becus of my frens.not becus of my family..none..but my dream..hope that it will come true..i dun wan to come back..thats because i dun wan to suffer..only some will know wad happened to me...well..jus wan to leave this world..dun wish to come back agn..if i really cant get the sub i wan..i will try n try..until i get in..well..need to have hope..lastly..WORDS TO MY BELOVED
which is:PEIYING SUYING MUILENG
JEANELLE JINGRU.GUYS:HONGJUN(erzi) CHIAJIE(piggy daddy)
ELSON(gan) JIAJUN(future daughter inlaw) N SOME OTHERS.CANT RECALL..WELL..THIS IS ALL THE FACT..CANT CHANGE..SO..I WILL TRY TO RMB ALL OF EUU.THOUUGH WE HAVE TO GO ON SEPERATE WAYS..N SOME OF UR KNOW WAD I M TALKING ABOUT..SO..NVM..LETS JUS STOP IT HERE.
NN
I NEED HELP FOR GIVING OUT FLYERS!!!HOUSE TO HOUSE!!REALLY REALLY NEED HELP!!PLS..TQ
hmm..finding a stead right now..so ask me to accept??wagagas
.Tuesday, October 27, 2009 ' 9:17 PM Y
TODAY LAST DAY OF CAMP!!!ARGHHHH!!!EEEESTUPID LKK(MR LIM FANG KUANG)NO OVERNIGHTS NO 3D2N BUT 2DNO NIGHT...ZZZZ!!!!!GRRRMPHS!!!OKOKENUFF OFF THAT.YDAE WAS MORE OF INDOOR GAMESTODAY WAS HIKING ALL THE WAY??YEAP..FROM HABOUR FRONT STATION WALK TILL ALXENDRA ARCHMUMMYS WORKING PLACE THERE.N BACK TO CAMP SITE..ANGRY WIF COACH NAS AS HE SAID WE CAN PLAY WATERBOMBSBUT HE LIED..N SAID CANNOT.GRRMPHS..NVM ABOUT THAT..ALOT OF THINGS SAW MONKEYDANISH(IF I'M NOT WRONG) CHASED BY MONKEYDAMN FUNNY!!ELSON'S GRP SAW THEM SEX!!!OMG!!!I WAN SEE!!!LEGS ARE SUPER TIRED..OKOKENUFF OF ALL THIS POSTING LERHS.BYES!now i regretted that i abondoned u..zzz
but its too late..he wont like me..
that happen once n for all..
.Monday, October 26, 2009 ' 9:16 PM Y
WOOTSTODAY CAMPING DAO~!SIAO.ALTHOUGH SIAN CUS NO ONE IS WIF MEPY SY ML JANE JIAHUI ALL GO OTHER TEAMS..ZZZZSIAN DIAOXXX..BUT DEN REACH THERESAW THE TRAINER LIKE VERY STRICT.N WISH ITS NOT OUR TRANEE..IN THE END IT IS..ZZZBUT QUITE FRIENDLY N SUCH A JOKER..WATERBOMBS!!!!JIAJIA GO ATTACK HIS FACE USING WATERBOMBS!!!OMG!!!HEADSHOT!!!!DEN THIER GRP.ELSON HONGJUN JIAJIA SY ALL ATTACK ME??I PUT WATER INSIDE.THEY WAN BOMB ME..ARGHHH!!!ROARS!!!!TMR U DIE LIAOS..SI ELSON PANG..OKOK ENUFF OF CAMP..kayy.i know..SORRY!i m wrong..i m the third person..i broke u 2 up..i m the bad person..
not your fault.happy?now i am left with nth..now u wan to go back to her..then..well..wish u good luck
may have good times with her.
